well, i still can't get to sleep. it's been so long since elizabeth left us. yet i still can't accept the facts. sigh* i really miss her badly. on my birthday, she celebrate it with me. but on her birthday, i couldn't celebrate it with her. sigh* i feel so useless being her sister. shake head*

message to elizabeth : laopo, where exactly are you right now? i miss you so fucking much lahs. sigh* thanks for every single thing which you've done for me de. i really appreciate it loads. laopo, now that you're gone and that's the facts. and no matter what, i just gotta accept it. sigh* it's been so hard for me to get over it. it's so hurting but i still gotta overcome it. i believe that you wouldn't wish to see me so unhappy too. laopo, if possible, you come find me in my dreams ahs. i really got alot of things to tell you. sigh* you will never be forgotten. loves and misses! =,(